it was fun while it lasted.... =(

hahaha i know now that i was never going to be with her, i found out that i was just hurting myself by thinking all of the possibilities that i can be with her and i never thought that i was already too late.sign. actually i knew that shes with another and 'IS' unavailable, but i was blinded by my feelings. after knowing shes unavailable, im suffer a deep pain. but not as deep as willing to kill myself la @@, cause i know i havent met the right one yet. until that day comes, im gonna try my best not to let go, even if it cost everything i got. i know now that everything happened for a certain reason. now im feeling so weak @@ damn it, gonna rest now. tata titi tutu ^^