it was fun while it lasted.... =(

hahaha i know now that i was never going to be with her, i found out that i was just hurting myself by thinking all of the possibilities that i can be with her and i never thought that i was already too late.sign. actually i knew that shes with another and 'IS' unavailable, but i was blinded by my feelings. after knowing shes unavailable, im suffer a deep pain. but not as deep as willing to kill myself la @@, cause i know i havent met the right one yet. until that day comes, im gonna try my best not to let go, even if it cost everything i got. i know now that everything happened for a certain reason. now im feeling so weak @@ damn it, gonna rest now. tata titi tutu ^^

would you?

would you let me look at you in the eye, even if it takes my breath away?
would you let me be near you and not thinking bout the past or future but the present?
would you let me think of you as you think of me as well?
would you let me hold your hands even if its just for a second?
as many question i wanted to ask you, i have made all the question into one,
the one question that could make our friendship either better or worst,
i hope that its for the better, and im asking you this question,
would you let me be the person to protect you and not going to let you get hurt?
would you let me be yours?

sometimes things arent what it seems and its the other way around ><

I've always thought that it was just temporary, you know the feeling, and day by day, little by little, the feeling I have towards her are washed away not till today, when shes giving me all kinds of sign that she still have feeling towards me. At first I thought it was a normal friendly pat on the back or friendly compliment, but when I think about it, it seems like shes telling me that she still have feelings toward me and wanted me to make a move or something. I never thought about this before but after a friend of mine keep annoying me and saying stuff, there I realise when I saw it in her eyes. I dont even know how but I can see it. I'm just gonna wait for the right moment to say something that might make repeat the SAME mistake with the SAME person, or something both of us gonna share together. Hopefully when that day come, its after my great examination. ><

screw with feelings.... i can live without them for awhile ><

salute to the readers its been awhile now since ive put sumting 2 write about in dis WatCyaCallIt ThingaMaJig ><. i realise dat dis past months ive tried hard juz 2 get wat i cant get and wen id almost had it i juz gave up, yeah ive given up on sum1 i think i hold dear >.>. i think im not d type 2 hav dis so called *relationship* thingy. it juz makes my life worst n as a result, a scar on d heart *my poor poor heart* psst cuz of dis, ive came up wit a solution dat might help me 2 avoid years of heartache n dat is 2 focus on sumting else*for a chance*. if i could juz do dis things.... i might b able 2 live without any emotional feelings and ill b living in a healthy n wealthy lifestyle alone *hopefully i wont live alone* i think ill find d rite 'her' sooner or later. she can b almost evry1 for all i knw, she can even b in d same school as i m. but who knows rite. only God knows and only time can tell us rite, but for dis 2 happen, i too must do my part n try 2 grasp dat very chance i have if i ever found d rite 'her', d rite girl....^^

unexpected and suprised....><

i always thought that i would never get to feel it.... the feeling that being next with someone and happy about it.... i would never thought that something amazing was right in front of me... im glad that i realise it ^^ i hope she realise it too....><

R U WILLING?

if u were 2 choose either 2 b wit sum1 u care about n protect them with everything u got or letting dat same person go for their sake..... which would u choose?...... the best choice is.... to never let urself get into dis kind of decision..... avoid it from happening 2 u.... XP

Dr.Nick: Hello evrybody ^^

wah its been so long ive did write anything XP..... eventhough ive been through alot of interesting event(actually i wanted 2 write fun but.... u knw i mean)..... but like im lazy to write about what ive been through..... so im gonna write something that will blow your..... socks off??!! XP..... did you know..... some actress is n always been a dude.... XD if u wanna know more try looking it in the internet wakakak..... XP, if u still cant find out who.... ask me at ....... my...... tandas..... wakakaka XP tata for now

our songs...... (chorus)

ok its juz i pick up from some lyric..... for fun ><

CHORUS:
our song is a slamming screen door,sneakin' out late,
tapping on your window,
when we're on the phone and you talk real slow,
cause it's late and your mama don't know,
our song is the way you laugh,
the first date, "man, i didn't kiss her, and i should have",
and when i got home...before i said amen,
asking god if he could play it again.

(i was bored.... hav nothing to do ><)

haha....

today or isit yesterday..... nvm ><..... i guess dat i reliese it 1st..... i reliese dat it will nvr b i guess.... i shud juz stop n go on..... it was very stupid of me 2 tell myself all dis bunch of lies and makin myself feel alot better.... n in d end i wound up hurtin myself more.... ^^ so dis is 1 of my promise i cant fulfill for my frens..... im sry guys..... i was too blind to see it but now ive seen d truth.... i shud juz stop chasing a nvr ending lies...... a never ending dream...... ^^ i post dis is so dat i could record evrything i tot of either today or yesterday.... cuz im a very forgetful person n if i dun write it down...... i nvr stop chasing my nvr ending lies, lies n more lies so im sorry if any of u read dis n felt bored or anything... its juz my way to be wat u say dat.... free from all of dis... ^^ n if any of u think dat dis is emo-ish den suit urself i wrote it not to let myself being judge based on ur prespective on me.... but actually its wat i wanted to do so if u wanna make joke bout me nex tym u see me..... go ahead cuz i dun care at all.... in fact it is juz makin me feel bad for urself.... wow sry bout dat it was juz my tym i guess.... for any of u who doesnt knw wat my tym means..... it means its my to shine or my turn to speak out or sumting i guess.... ok nvm im juz sry if any of u feel hurt or anything... sry to make u feel dat way..... anyway i think dats all for now......XP thx for reading..... n to my frens i cant fulfill my promise to.... sry..... >< FYI dis is juz 1 of my un emo-ish, not giving up,not end of sum1 life,n not makin ppl down spirited kind of story..... hope u enjoy reading it ^^...... owh lastly if any of u wan to leave sumthing..... feel free to comment either gud or bad its still comment aint it ^^..... btw dis is juz 1 of my experience..... ^^

a new me i guess.....

i think i actually become less playful n more serious..... n it still wasnt my 100% self juz 80%.... >.> at least its not less then that.... ^^

wakakakak..... THANK YOU ^^

thx to a certain fren.... i realise sumting..... i shud juz forget bout it all n b myself for a change..... ^^..... thx !#&F@(* for givin me a very hlpful advice.... ^^

Stressful week huuuu..... >.>

i dont know why but its really been a harsh week for me though.... @@ ever since i tried being myself (focus, open minded, a little bit quiet-er then usual, and not a pain in the neck to other people) but because of that... ive been more emo-ish ( @!#!@$$# its the last thing i wanna be ) @@.... even this blog looks emo-ish for me..... @@ what the $%$# hopefully ill manage to get trough with it..... i really hate being emo-ish..... ( would do something really jackass just to prevent myself being emo) ^^V

juz sumting to filled up my tym.... pls enjoy XP

Vulnerable – secondhand serenade

Share with me the blankets that your wrapped in
Because its cold outside cold outside its cold outside
Share with me the secrets that you kept in
Because its cold inside cold inside its cold inside

And your slowly shaking finger tips
Show that your scared like me so
Let's pretend we're alone
And I know you may be scared
And I know we're unprepared
But I don't care

Tell me, tell me
What makes you think that you are invincible?
I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure
Please don't tell me that I'm the only one that's vulnerable
Impossible

I was born to tell you I love you
Isn't that a song already?
I get a B in originality
And it's true I can't go on without you
Your smile makes me see clear
If you could only see in the mirror what I see

And you're slowly shaking finger tips
Show that you're scared like me so
Let's pretend we're alone
And I know you may be scared
And I know we're unprepared
But I don't care

Tell me, tell me
What makes you think that you are invincible?
I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure
Please don't tell me that I'm the only one that's vulnerable
Impossible

Slow down girl -- you're not going anywhere
Just wait around and see
Maybe I am much more you never know what lies ahead
I promise I can be anyone, I can be anything
Just because you were hurt doesn't mean you shouldn't bleed
I can be anyone, anything, I promise I can be what you need

Tell me tell me

What makes you think that you are invincible?

I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure

Please don't tell me that I'm the only one that's vulnerable

Impossible

very exhuasting day....

huhu i really really sweat alot today..... >.> its all bcuz of d activity i did in and out of d skul.... @@ i didnt even get any sleep yesterday..... now i didnt get a chance 2 rest for 3 minutes..... @@ too much activity..... ok i admit dat it was kinda fun today.... but hopefully nex tym i get atleast a chance 2 sit down 4 atleast 1 minute.... huhu @@

hmm....>.>

haihz.... today was a very very very stressful day for me at school @@.... 1st i have 'disgrace' or isit 'dishonour'..... ok going on.... i have disgrace my class and made a fool of myself just to ask question.... >.> then after that... this certain teacher go and blaming my not so innocent classmate..... if any of you guys are reading this.... im very sorry.... after that incident.... i was being wet by my own classmate... actually i was being shot with water.... huhu.... i really did my best to stay calm.... then it happens.... a group of girls from my class when to dishonour this fat rihanna wanna be cause she a junior disrespect our class the senior.... but this fat rihanna wanna be have a gurangak brother.... her bro when to my friends table and trying to be the hero of the day but instead he'll be called tomorrow for questioning.... good thing it stop.... huhu.... if that so call guy ever touch one of my friends.... i hope that the parents could recognise him...... huh!

haha hihi huhu.... XP

wakaka thank god all of my stress went away today.... well almost all..... but atleast im happier den ever la XP..... huhu im very greatful 2 God cuz i can live my life 2 the fullest..... RUAR!!!!

hu du hu hu du~~

huhu..... its been so long ive didnt post my blog XP...... ok the reason i didnt post is cuz i hav a really stressful week...... yes a VERY stressful week...... and its all bcuz of my old old VERY old problems came back to me...... really came back 2 me...... so ive became dis person dat i really hate..... a cold-hearted person, with a twisted mind..... @@ nah im juz kidding bout d part being all cold-hearted n twisted... XP but i did became an emo..... >.> thank god i repent or sumthing bout my feelings...... huhu XP..... now my stress has all went away..... thx 2 my believes ^^V now i can go on wit my happy go lucky life.... i think..... XP

a weirdy day today....

huhu..... i was not myself today..... i was too d max not me..... @@....... at 1st i tot it was bcuz of d air goin into my head cuz i was bald or sumting..... but i was more aggressive towards my fren.... T.T..... i did sumting so cruel dat its forbidden to talk bout it..... sumting wrong with my head.... its all started..... (to be continue....... kruk2 XP)

i was forced to write this......

sry guys..... i didnt hav d tym 2 write or update my blog..... XP..... i almost forgot bout blog... but my fren..... jules forced me 2 write on my blog..... btw jules is a girl wit a guy nickname..... she wanted me 2 write funny story like my flashback.... i dun even knw if my flashback was dat funny.... but she keep on *threatening* me to write more..... XP so im sry 4 those owh read dis.... im juz wasting ur tym ^^ if ur mad pls leave an angry comment on ur way out frm my blog... XP

a weird flashback....

i had a weirdest flashback..... or whatever they call it.... but it was weird.... it was when i waited for my friend's transport back home from the tuition.... so when we waited..... suddenly it was raining heavily.... then i so a small man.... then i said.... hey theres a small man jumping around going all halubalu..... wakkakaka that was my flashback.... sry for wasting ur tym XP..... im juz filling my time doin sumting XD

huhu max bored...

i tot i got plan 2 to dis holiday.... but i didnt do anything owh >.>....... all i did was goin 2 camp n dats all...... im so BORED........ >.> hopefully i can go somewhere today T.T..... huhu

feeling bored ... huh...

i hav nothing to do today >.>...... awh feel like wanna do sumthing outrageous but lazy to do all work alone>.> even if i do it... ders no1 to show my outrageous activity XD.... huhu im so bored..... isnt there anything to do here >.>...... i hope i have sumting to do... anything >.>

Back from camp...

i just got back from the camp today.... it was so tiring camp.... but it made me realise that i could change my attitude if i just try XD ........ so im gonna change my.... ummm ..... cant be attitude..... my wrong doings... or something like that XP..... bottom line is im gonna be a better person.... so look out world theres a new Adveray in town.... or something like that XP...

how embaressing.... ><

argh today was very embaressing for me.... cuz i reached to HW at 4.04 pm.... so i thought they hav started witout me... so i wanted 2 make sumting funny 2 my frens but.... d people who laugh at me was 3 girls from other school.... >.> luckily 1 of my fren came early wakkaka..... huhu XD

stupid teacher.....

today was a very stressful day for me.... cause of the stupid teacher also known cgH.... cgH was a very unreasonable teacher.... and he really can make everyone having a stressful day.... but today was beyond stressful..... cgH did something that he shouldn't do even if he is the principla of the school.... luckily his not...... he accusses my friend doing something wrong.... even though she totally didnt do...... he accuss her talking in class...... but i didnt even see her talking >.>....... after my friend gave a reason why she was talking..... he didnt even listen..... then he when and slapped my friend..... argh...... then he try to make us look bad..... which we are not..... shyt him..... he should have been fired for his action..... teachers were not supposed to hit girls even though how bad she is or how noisy she is...... they just don't have the right...... if my friend is being called by the principle..... i'll go with her.... just to prove that she was totally innocent....... and maybe...... not maybe..... hopefully his action will make him lose his job as a teacher......

a lol day

wakkakaka...... today was kinda weirdly funny...... in a way....... it all started wen we all wen 2 a frens house..... we all wen there juz 2 fill our tym..... (at least its better den laying around watching tv)........ we wen all reached there..... 1 of my fren took of his pants in other people's house..... and he walk around in his boxer.... he make it like in his house =.=........ wakakka..... he even walk around in his boxer wen we all went 2 buy food >.>..... so we plan 2 pull his pants la..... but... qima wit a Q... he was fast... very hard 2 catch.... wakakka.... bcuz of him dat made today a weird day.... wakkaka

A wow moment... XD

something odd and weirdly incredible happen.... my brother cook for me this evening and it taste incredible..... i thought i was the only boy in the family who likes cooking... but the way he cook was amazing.... not so amazing.. but he cook like a pro....@@.. and i was amazed.... at 1st i ask him to cook for me cause i was really hungry.... but i didnt expect him to cook something that taste better then mine..... (and my cooking taste really good) now i am still amazed by his cooking... XD

Tagged..

i do this cuz nothing else to do... wakaka so enjoy knowing bout me XD



Read the rules and then start answering some Q's. Got it? The questions below are all based on friendship, love, family and life.

The rules:

a. Read the rules.

b. Read the questions.

c. Answer the question truthfully.

d. Tag at least 8 people.





1. What letter does your name starts with?
- A...

2. How old are you?
- i am 16 goin on 17 (i got it from sound of music XD)

3. Are you in high school or just graduated high school or in college?
- umm high school

4. What is the colour of your eyes?
- umm either its dark brown or black... XD

5. What is your body type? Be honest.
- kinda skinny i think...

6. Are you a bi or gay or lesbian or straight edge?
- straight.... no question ask

7. Do you believe in love first sight?
- yes n no... depends

8. Have you ever been in love?
- hehe.... yes XP

9. If you answered "Yes" in question 8, what its like to be in love?
- hard to explain... but it is amazing i think

10. What letter does ur bf/gf starts with?
- i have no girl...

11. Do you support abortion?
- what does it means?... wakka joking of course not XD

12. Have your heart ever been broken?
- dun wan to talk bout it... >.>

13. Would you protect your friends if they're in danger?
- yep XD

14. Would you forgive your friend if he/she stabs you in the back?
- yes.... no questions ask... XD

15. Are you a caring person?
- i think... only the people around me knows XD

16. Do you love your parents?
- yep XD

17. Do you have any brothers or sisters?
- 3 older brother and 1 young sister

18. Do you like having brothers or sisters?
- yup... they make my life so lively XD

19. What is your favourite cursing word?
- Qima with a Q... i think XD

20. Do you like to curse?
- hmm for jokes only.... wakak but tryin not to use cursed words anymore XP

21. Which celebrity that you think is hot?
- umm.... Jennifer Aniston, Jennifer Lovehewitt..... XD

22. Which singer do you think is fake?
- hmm... no one i guess

23. What can't you live without?
- friends, family, music, friends again n a goal in life.... i think XD

24. What do you treasured most in your life?
- every moment in life XD

25. What are your current obsession?
- umm... music maybe XD



Last Question...

26. What is your favourite colour/s?
- if i say gray?.... XD joking... its actually yellow..... XD





Solution to question number26.

Black- Loner. You have a dark soul in you and you like to be mysterious about your life.

Blue- Calmer. Damn, its hard to make you angry. Why can't you get angry for once??

Red- Protecter. You are strong and you protect the ones you loved although you know you get killed.

Green- Peace lover. Aww, i'm proud of you. You love peace and you would do anything so you can make this world a better place to live.

Yellow- Likes to smile. You like to spread joy to the world. Good for you!

White- Angel. You have a kind soul in you. You cared for the ones you love.

Pink- Sensitive. You're a soft-hearted person. You shed tears easily.

Purple- Lover. You'll fall for someone too fast. Get to know them first.



I’ve tagged.... umm sera, fera, aldo, rudof, don, jill myb and umm forgot d XD

bored again >.>

haih i feel so bored, i have no one to chat wit.... no new fun song.... d only song dat is funny 2 me is..... the...... campfiresong song by spongebob squarepants.... wakakka..... dat is d only song dat i accidently heard n remember.... wakkakak.... it was kinda weird for a person like me 2 sing dat kind of song.... but eventually i began 2 enjoyed singing it.... cuz of d song.... im kinda happy..... wakkaka

sandi....

argh my sore throat havent recover yet.... qima wit q..... paling gg is wen i woke up at 1 p.m today >.>.... felt like coughin blood... shyt.... but thx 2 my fren i 4goten bout my sickness... wakkaka.... im really grateful 2 hav a fren like her..... XD..... if she didnt cheer me up.... i would never felt better den usual..... thank God she was on..... XD

thx guys....

today i was so sick.... i have fever... neck pain.... sore throat.... n i think it was gastric... gud thing i ate b4 i wen home.... XD.... but even tho i feel sick... thx 2 my frens..... dey really made me happy... XD or is it i did sumting 2 made myself happy.... hmmm but still even tho i felt really sick.... thx 2 dem.... i would never recover faster......XD so thx guys..... ^^V

XD

wah im so happy la..... cuz ervytym i c her cute face... i began 2 smile.....(shes my new niece XD) i think i can take care of her owh XD..... but i kajut juga la wen i heard her cry wakakak.... but cute oso la wen she cry XP.... i think i shud take pic of her XD

3 march 2009

ill never 4get 2day cuz.... im really happy 2day.... XD sumting special happen 2 dis family..... XD im so happy dat im quiet @@ XP....... wakakakak

day at d lib...

2day at d lib siok jua la..... but kasi abis duit only dis.... cuz erk..... wakka..... i tot i blanja drg....... cek cek cek it out..... drg yg blanja me..... wakakak..... even rudof blanja me... actually rudof only blanja me..... tp wen i wan 2 blanja dem..... dey said 'tiapa la add..... sa men2 jak....' today at skul oso funny cuz aldo n joyoung men pulos....( 4 all of u dun knw wat pulos is.... its arm wrestling)... but sad part is... i didnt c who won... wakka..... wahh today was so tiring wakaka.... i think i sleep early la today XP

fun day..

2day was actually fun... even tho i didnt go anywer but.... wakka i play wit my frens thru teamviewer... it was kinda funny la at 1st.... but last2 mcm sot jua la..... wakkaka.... nsb my fren on.... klo x... i think i'll b so bored 2 life... wakakka

huhu....

awwhhhhhh...... im still bored at home..... i hav nothing 2 do...... no1 2 chat wit...... @@ argh so boring la..... huhu ber la..... d sun hasnt set yet XD......

saturday

so bored...... nothing 2 do....... even tho im kinda a little hyperactive...... im still bored 2 life..... wakkak........ so bored dat almost 1 whole day i lay on my bed @@......... argh hopefully i can find sumting 2 do 2mrw XD..... if only i hav a fren 2 chat wit im not gonna b bored wakaka.... biar la im bored today.... atleast my eyes r almost heal...... now i knw d reason my eyes took a long tym 2 recover.... cuz it was bleeding..... wakakak...... but i didnt care.... cuz it looks really cool wakakka..... im d boy wit red eyes...... wakkaka

org siot wakkaka

my fren n i ( left side is rudof jude@ george clooney.... rite side me @ adtodot XD) we kana ambik gmbr by a pervert dat wanted 2 take pic of ladies sansut..... wakakka joking XD..... its actually taken by my other fren XD.... ignore d hand peace..... spoil gmbr jak dat XP....

weird day

2day were a weird day for me..... cuz its a normal day, meet same people, c d same teacher...... but it seem dat im been more happier den b4...... cuz mayb im actaully enjoyed my day at school n i enjoyed chattin wit my frens n i really enjoyed joking wit my frens...... i nvr felt like dis since form 3 or form 4..... but d weird part is im happier den i usually am dis past few days XD.....

wakkakak

wah im so happy today thx 2 a certian fren yesterday..... XD im really happy cuz a concentrate in class.... me n my frens choas 1 another XD...... n i really enjoy today not like any other day.... im really happy.... waakakka......... GUAR!!!! ( my ultimate roar ) wakakkaka

same old same old....

today was same as any day at skul..... teacher teaching us..... student not listing....... except dis week i got red eyes.... n mine is d worst cuz until now its still red..... max red like blood...... i think its becuz im thinkin too much...... especially the end of d year or atleast the end of SPM.... dis week was d weirdest week ever.... cuz evrytime i think bout sumting dat upset me or making me confuse... my eyes keep gettin red.... i think i should go c d doctor.... or myb i should stay at home.... or i should juz.... do sumting dat might cure it.....

tuition..

punya men untung me p tuition.... wakkaak cuz nmpk org baru...... n d org baru pompuan chix lai 2 @@ wakakak...... klo diorg aldo nmpk 2 trus nyasal diorg x p tuition nie @@ ........ but walaupn got chix tp still boring la cuz no1 2 chat wit bout d pompuan... if i chat wit sera nnti she len2 mai ..... wakkaka joking jak XD..... i mmg x tingu chix bha hehe..... cuz got a certian reason...... nnti susa nnti me klo tingu chix saja......@@

stress@@

argh im so stress since dis morning....... my parent( singular) mara2 me cuz lmbt sedia...... cuz dey wan 2 go 2 church which dey didn cuz lmbt @@....... sua la i masak air pns 2 mandi but dey left me juz a little bit of water.... like so ckit it won even b enuf 2 fill up a small glass @@.... terpaksa mandi air sejuk...... den my parent suru me 2 simpn d kili after i use it even tho i didn use it @@...... den dey mara2 me bcuz i lmbt mandi..... suda la mandi air sejuk awal pagi @@ sandi..... den byk la dey ckp bout me not being in tym for anything..... den i was stress in d car on d way 2 skul..... cuz of dem i 4got my definisi moral (tp nasib cg x tnya pasal definisi 2day) and my ubat mata@@.... bkin stress jua la argh....... nsb i got a gud fren telling me not 2 give in 2 d temptation..... so i dngr my frens advice...... after dat i was so confuse even my eyes turns even more red @@....... pnya la men bikin mara ARGH!!!

school

wakak i wen 2 skul 2day... actually it was yesterday but i tetidu awal n bangun kul 1 pagi.... anyway i wen 2 skul 2day n kin malu nie@@ cuz of my mata wakakaka..... even d teacher i greet oso tkt wan 2 c me straight in d eyes...... i dun blame dem cuz i got red eyes kan..... at least its better den staying home XP..... but paling bingung nya part is wen 1 of my fren tkt tingu my mata..... tp balik2 talk 2 me...... susa dis wan 2 talk 2 him cuz asal he wans 2 talk 2 me misti he tingu at other ppl....... bingung oso la........ wkakaka......

T.T....

really hoping dat ur willing 2 wait for me...... pls..... T.T .... i can make it tru if u wait for me.... pls...

ARGH!!!

so boring not goin 2 skul ARGH!!!! noting 2 do...... i done all of my homework...... ive keep finishing my rubiks cube like 30+ times ordy.... im sooo bored.... argh i really wanted 2 go 2 skul cuz got frens but here at home im so lonely... my mum jalan my dad kerja my bro yg has nothing 2 do also bz @@..... so bored la... sua la i got planning 2 jumpa my old fren @@ yg i didnt c for 4 yrs now @@..... i hope i can go 2 skul tomorrow owh ARGH!!!

painful...

u knw who u r.... i hope dat u can wait 4 me... let me pull myself together 1st.... let me think it tru... pls could u wait 4 me until d end of d year.... or atleast middle of d year.... pls atleast wait for me.... cuz i dun wanna b free.... i wanna b wit u..... T.T

wah no tym 2 use @@

ummm feel like noting 2 write..... hmmm.... 2day i saw carwash n his fren (mostly ting. 1-3 sum ting.4 few ting. 5) but he ignored me wen i said 'yo' (Qimatul) mcmla da paling penting d ragbi tau2 mcm simpanan ii @@ sua la max sumbung wit his gf (mo playang ada gf ) swing mai 1 kali bua, den his gf proud of him cuz he is capt in club ragbi n he hang out wit us (mo ikt2 jd hangas tp x sapotin @@) trus he tot his d coolest la ikt2 us hik kong ehh XP (cool pn x , carwash jak la)... ber la da kasi chan la da walaupn da meniru tam tym form 3 tula he msk cekal argh me tepaksa merayu msk cekal @@ nsb my PMR consider ok tp sa x puas hati owh argh... but enuf bout him la.... XP after 2day im goin 2 do sumting dats gonna hurt me for a long2 tym but its 4 d best la ... i really hope it is d best thing 2 do, but sumtimes i feel like not doin it but i made up my mind n im gonna do it after dis week but if dat person knws witin dis week myb im not gonna hurt myself n juz tell d truth (even tho ive already did @@)

Today is....

the winding road dat is takin me 2 places dat i did wan 2 go ohhhh XD
so tiredin la today but fun la XD buli jua la kajar krita cg sinigam=maginis XD
tp syg la its d last merentas desa dat ill enjoy T.T cuz nex yr ill finish skul T.T

1st tym user no tym 2 use wakak jk

lol donno wat 2 rite ....